Herpes New Year

No one ever talks about it it hurts it throbs uncomfortable \No one knew what to say especially when it was no longer all about them but it was Who have i been with? who have you been with!!!? the tears pain throbbing thief of under under where? under there All my friends were busy Called mom yesterday we fought My brother bout fell off the wagon cause i want to move away if he moves near and they're all blaming my ex i know better psychological torment Im the **** Im the whore I blame myself as i should serves me right right? so who wants a piece of this pie? drug induced schitsoeffective mood disorder mentally ill diseased Lover Boy all for you Just give me more pills Two friends left I don't want to talk to the Angel whose ex stole my password to this site My ex girlfriend whose room i lit on fire owes me 240 dollars for her drug debt things are getting better happy birthday rip off merry Christmas debt high and dry Now Herpe New year and i wept again stronger this time to not go over the reasons to live versus those i should die and i laid in bed with no one to hold so young people are cruel I'm the joke dressed in suicide just make sure you wash your hands when you clean up after my mess you might get infected and then as the songs go sang by the artists that sing about how my names are songs I'll be the one responsible for killing all of my friends and myself after all For the love of latex and lesions practice safe sex know your partners well and remember life aint no merry go round it can happen to you it happened to me and I've only been out of the funny farm for three years before that i was clean before that was high school and the nightmare i will always remember and equate with the word DREAM