Here Tomorrow

I feel so lost Empty inside Like a part of me has died From family and friends I pretend I try to hide Most of my pain But it's hard sometimes When each tear That falls like rain Is screaming out loud your name Wish I could Just let go However my feelings for you Always seem to show Guess I'm doomed Destined to live My life out in gloom Cooped up here In this cold and lonely room Oh I know Never assume Well hell Things haven't exactly Gone right And I can't tell for sure When or if I'll ever be ready To give up this fight Each day and every night I'm fading fast in the Shadows of the night I find my mind taking flight Then I'm there reality I've lost sight I'm fantasizing again Hoping so hard That I'm wrong And that you've come back to me Then my dreams would be answered My heart would sing a song Our love would know no end You would sweep me off my feet You would be here and you would see Together is where We are supposed to be But then the mornings light Hits my face My eyes open I lose my place Of where I am Shortly though I'm reminded Here I am without your embrace So much for the leather and lace I'm running and running Yet I'm surely losing this damn race I don't want to face the day All I want is to run away I try to keep my mind distracted But my heart is the one that has over reacted Your memories I can't escape They are hard to resist Can't pretend like they didn't exist But I knew all this Coming in I had my eyes wide open However there is still hoping The tides will turn my way Never know who's to say I really wish though That we could again talk Maybe go down memory lane together And take a walk Didn't mean to scare you off When I told you how I still feel Even if I know down deep inside my heart That it is for real I just wanted you to know You I never have let go So sad I know But I don't want anyones Sympathy, pity, or sorrow Espically not yours What I really long for more than anything right now Is to have you Here tomorrow