Here I Go Again

I thought it was over Not because I don’t care for it only because of the causes Behind the reason of my writing My safe zone When pain and deceit surround me When I’m feeling trapped and vulnerable This is my way of praying I let it go in manifestation of happiness Yet it’s been a struggle Not wanting to admit that truth I’ve fallen back into my bubble So much change in such short time Anxiety and stress has erupted Taking lead in all that I’ve created I’m so tired of this corruption How do I keep it from happening I’m only taking actions for success At least it’s where my motivation is And my dedication within my movements But who am I to lie to myself I’m a victim to my own betrayal It’s my fear of the truth holding me back It’s the reason to all the turmoil