Help

I can’t keep going on like this I need to find a cure Or I will soon be crazy that is for sure I have no focus don’t know were to turn There are so many things I need to learn I thought all my lessons in life were done and through That was until the day I lost you Now I have no idea what I’m really about Had no idea you had so much clout I am so lost and it is really dark here Would give anything just to have you near We spent a lot of years together can’t really believe your gone for real To have you back I would make the devil a deal My life is so very empty without you everyday Even though I have the kids to watch grow and play I will never love again this I am sure of There is no one for me but you my love