Help - For Suicide Prevention Week Contest- Too Long For Contest

When I was a young child I was raped (molested) by a family member That was the day that I died inside I didn't have no self worth I loathed life and everything it stood for I was nothing but trash And as the years went by I longed for death My mission in life was to end my useless life I would sleep all day and several times I took pills I would drink alcohol until I passed out I would walk outside at night all alone I was crying out but no one heard me They just thought I was weird and crazy I was always labeled the odd ball I just wanted my heart to stop But that all changed when someone told me about God It was first time in my life that I truly felt loved And I saw that I was valuable and I was not trash Then I began to realise I didn't want to die But I just wanted to be loved and for the pain to stop If you know anybody experiencing some of the things I did Reach out to them and most of all listen When they actually attempt suicide don't take it lightly They are crying out for help and it's serious The goal is to prevent suicide and spare their life Please I beg of you not to think of them as weird or crazy I believe the root of all suicides or attempts is pain They want to be relieved of all pain and hurt Let’s take a stand together to view suicide as a universal problem You never know when “suicide” will come knocking at your door 9-5-17 Alexis Y. Inspired by the Suicide Prevention contest