Hell No -Chapter 2-

Can you love me like you do again? I am gonna leave vengeance to God Because enemies strike me down I just sit there and I hopelessly nod I’ll give you the crown and the spotlight… I will just wear a smiling mask in this Masquerade Party I quietly say with gritted teeth: God’s Kingdom Come… Anger and resentment were my neighbors Envy and darkness were my cuddle buddies I’m sorry…I’m sorry… But, at the same time, I’m not Why is it when I do something wrong, It feels right like a lovebird’s song? I lost my temper Because I have trust issues My future’s a mighty blur What about you try on my shoes? Try on my shoes Try on my shoes Just do it “Hell no” Why are you throwing a fit? I’m fallin’ apart bit by bit I pray to God that I forgive and forget…although… Nevermind…it doesn’t matter… All I did was flatter You… I’m sorry, God, I’ll make it up to You I promise… Heaven’s yes – I love Your Word Though I was drifting away like a lonesome bird, Caught in the Californian weather – the sunny and chilly put together… The sun and the wind is a good brew to make me feel so much better My house is open to my friends, family and fans I’m as fired-up as the back of billion pans While the heat was way up… Hell no – I still love my BF – that’s what’s up… I was a liar… and I have desire that feeds the fire we all sin from time and time again Where have you been, Ben? Ben is my imaginary friend ‘Til the very end Butterflies flutter their wings From on high, I wave my “hi” and “goodbye” Waiting for what Spring brings – Winter frost melts and I am less shy… Because You melted away my icy heart I smile ear to ear My heart is filled with cheer Thank you Thank you Thank You Thank You For everything… Because I feel better than zero I’m not nothing Hell no – I’m no leader or hero