Heartbroken

I tried all that I can to make it work I begged, pleaded, cried my eyes out Still, I had all hope that we can make it work Now, I have to go on with all these doubts-- Doubts about my future Will I ever love again? Can I get over this heart so broken? What do I do? Where do I go from here? Can I ever love again? Or are these thoughts that I must put to an end? I'd like to form new friendships, But it may be hard The pain of losing a past love It has me emotionally scarred Loneliness-I can't stand the feeling The pain of losing her has me reeling I don't think that I can ever love again, Maybe I just don't deserve to Maybe love is not meant for me, Or maybe it's just my point of view The hurt of losing a past love, It's hard to overcome The pain of a love gone wrong, It has me feeling very numb I know, it seems as if I'm just rambling But I'm sick and tired of all this gambling-- Gambling with my heart I don't want to hurt anymore But can I love again and have my heart restored? I'm so lost in this pain, Feels like I'm dying To start my life all over again, There's no sense in trying Life seems to be such a blur All because of my past lover Why love again if it will hurt so much in the end? I don't think I can put my heart out there ever again. ~J0HNNY3T3ARZ