Heartbreak Depression

Just sit down, let me talk On second thought, stand up This is going to sound much better if we go outside and talk under the tree where we once carved our history into its trunk There's some things I need to say one of them being 'I'm sorry' Unknown to myself and you I'm sorry for seeing the other side of you the darker side of you deceiving and untruthful since now I'm spiraling downward Yeah our history, our memories said well whispered the truth I can make it without you well whispered to me even among the lies shared with those fake tears given those fake tears wasn't that of my own It must've been yours I put all I had into what we were getting ourselves wrapped in And at the brink of falling apart I tried my best to keep this from crumbling with me throwing it away for somebody else crying my eyes out to the slightest news of losing you Yet to my dismay and my surprise all you had to say was it was your goal to be heartless so was it also your goal for me to be heartless with you What was the point of you wanting to start to start with me promising me marriage when my hopes were too high I'm now a serious wreck of a proud man If you couldn't see when I was breaking down I shielded my eyes and myself from a classic meltdown Please tell me why What was your reason for sending me into this Heartbreak depression