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For Sara Jama's Contest, Kaleidoscope of Emotional Suffering ~ 

 

Heart of Harlequin

dear joker,
of my warm jealous june ~ 
do you wish to see 
how the cupid clown hangs 
with those raspberry regrets   
arrowless... 
      in my moonstruck ribs, 
      piercing the prussian quartz
      lifeless... with stone lips, 
      that does not quiver ~ 
even when 
the heatwaves of heartbeats 
metamorphose 
      to thunderstorms 
as the butterfly effect baptizes 
and bleeds with bronze bruises,
like a blur in burgundy and blues  
tracing to the Oz ~ 
when the breakdown 
of cacophonous clouds 
splits into a rendezvous,
without rainbow dusts ...
unhealed, ambrosia drips from 
the mouth of mortal moths ~ 
and there is something dangerous 
about devotion,
in your dreamscape,
and my immortal asylum, 
where desires are 
   destined to decay...
   you should bite into 
   the bittersweet bliss ~ 
   ripening towards ruin 
for, my emotions 
are psychedelic slaves ~ 
tending to erase the tunes
that taught my wounds  
to touch the time 
with tears of tranquility...
and revere in redemption 
as the feverish flame 
of  fluidity flickers away...
beyond something ~ 
that reaches towards the end,
in flaws... 
    in fragments... 
           of a story left in fingers...

you know me,
I am half-written,
inhaled by the infatuation 
of this kaleidoscopic suffering ~
and your love is a drug,
my devil ~ 
whose presence 
keeps me caged 
like a psychopath,
as you are the calm 
that never stays,
so intoxicate me 
with your alluring illusions 
as I lay on the bed 
engrossed in satanic sunflowers,
and storms breathe me in,
spilling stars on the screen 
from summer-drunk texts ~

rinse me with grief 
  in rose gold rain, 

      until those champagne smokes 
            of the multifaceted moonrise
    soak our sanity and rest in peace ...

I think ... maybe, 
if time were a loop ~ 
you would want me,
when I would already 
be consumed 
by deceptive desires
in the tunnel of traitors,
atoning for their affluence
and seeking therapeutic spells...
where maleficent fairies 
wear wings of wax,
and the mime of night 
remembers what remained 
untold by the tanzanite sun,
as dawn withdraws 
from my soul ~
ceaseless...
in the citrine hush of wildfire ...
and, I am nevermore,
       your Juliet,
 left by july 
      in breathless leaves ~ 
but, the hieroglyphic witch ~
the Harlequin 
harnessing horror 
on the throne of hyenas,
where august weeps 
wilting with the last verse 
and metaphors wear 
    a motley of memories,
    being my armour...
    in multicolored meraki...

    as I rule this dynasty 
    of damage and danger,
                           a  l  o  n  e,
                   the princess of crime ...
                                      the fool of hearts ...
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Wolf Avatar
August 25, 2026 at 8:00 PM
Another poem that blows me away, Hiya... That ending 'fool of hearts' -- resonates so. ~ O. Verr Welmed
Kendrick Avatar
August 25, 2026 at 9:05 AM
where desires are destined to decay... you should bite into the bittersweet bliss ~ ripening towards ruin .. Most of the time our humanness can bring on the lines above unless we act out of love and with the aid of the holy spirit. Thank you for sharing. Sara K. ⭐
Cunningham Avatar
August 20, 2026 at 8:06 AM
Quite an emotional masterpiece of literature Hiya, you captured the kaleidscope of emotional suffering so well with metaphors. Best of luck in the contest. Tom🌹
George Avatar
August 18, 2026 at 11:49 PM
This outlandish Harlequin image itself is so catchy. The emotional depth of the poem is fathomless. You let out a 'motely of memories'. Your resolve never to be a love stricken Juliet is appreciable. But never let dawn withdraw from your soul. When love turns a drug pulling one deep into a nether world, consciously come out of its enthralling spell. Don't be a psychopath, break free from the cage and fly high into skies uncharted and new. Your use of the archetypal figure of Harlequin enhances the overall effect of the poem.
Rodgers Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 9:05 AM
Dear Hiya, Oh my the sheer theatrical scale and psychological transformation in this piece is captivating. You’ve taken the traditional archetypes of tragic romance and completely re-engineered them into a masterclass on self-sovereignty. We often start out caught in that intoxicating, almost addictive loop of "kaleidoscopic suffering" waiting on someone else's unpredictable warmth, playing the passive, heartbroken ingénue. But the breakthrough happens when you consciously refuse to stay the helpless victim. It’s lush, unapologetically fierce, and carries a deep, resounding truth about writing your own ending. Tremendous work, Hiya. Blessings, Daniel
Lane Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 7:02 AM
I stopped when I read, "ambrosia drips from the mouth of mortal moths." What a perfect foreshadowing of the dangers that can seem to fatally wound a fragile heart. Love really is a drug that we so easily become addicted to and more's the pity for us moths who are captured by it. Weeping and wilting is the heart who has known such a perishable plight. Hiya, Nothing humorous in such a heart, a harlequin's or an innocent one. Exceptional alliteration and emotional angst.⭐ You and Ink find such wonderful graphics to portray your poetry!!!
Poet Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 5:47 AM
Wow, dear Hiya! Your poem is so beautiful. It's full of vivid images and strong feelings that make a fabric of desire and turmoil. Metaphors are used to great effect, giving the writing a dreamlike quality that really shows how complicated love and devotion are. The reader will surely enjoy the symbolism as they follow the great story. This wonderful piece invites readers to get lost in its many meanings.⭐💕🌹👏🌸
Empress Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 5:28 AM
Loving the flow and the way youv also started the poem is so very soul hitting! Drew me right in! I also love the way you just not only delivered a poem, but theres so many emotional layers to this which fits perfectly for the prompt i must say!l “ where desires are destined to decay... you should bite into the bittersweet bliss ~ “ gosh thats so very touching and clever! Definitely worthy of a win! Best wishes! Sending you light always 🧜‍♀️ 🧚‍♀️ 🏝️
Empress Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 5:25 AM
Gosh the fool of hearts! Wht a deeply moving poem this is dear soulful angelic star! Youv expressed so exquisitely with such catchy alliterations, metaphors and word pairings! I cant even! Some lines here really hits home and resonate so deeply! Your way of weaving for the prompt is just beyond impressive! I especially felt the lines “ and your love is a drug, my devil ~ whose presence keeps me caged like a psychopath, as you are the calm that never stays” wow! Spot on! How beautiful!
Smith  Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 3:53 AM
This is quite a kaleidoscope of feeling.❤️
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