Headache

so much is going on inside my head this relentless thrashing the hard beating the insufferable thumps circling in motions around my skull the stress i hold is a terrible burden on my outer appearance the body that’s supposed to hold the image of independence, strength, happiness yet i feel none of these right now as the gnawing thunders through my mind i don’t know to fix it i’m told time will ‘give yourself time to understand to heal, to figure it out, to turn weakness into strength’ but what if i don’t have time or i don’t want time i just want the noise in my head to end.