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He was the air I breathed he was my hearts chocolate my heart became addicted high from all the bull S.ugar.H.oney.I.ce.T.ea. He made me feel free needed, wanted tons of guys try everyday but he was the one I wanted My confidence sprung down low when it came to him I was lost lost so completely no guy had ever affected me this way I was so deep under I was almost drowning Feeding into stuff that later would be harmful I can't believe I gave myself to him not physicially but emotionally I almost let him in all the way and I almost let him stay But he went away and hurt me I learned from my mistakes He will never get that close again He will always be able to control my senses and that scares me