Harvest

i have many fears of the unknown that lies before me, i dredge through unwanted circumstance that fights to hold me back, if only i could pull myself free from the muck and take that next step forward, but alas i havent the strength or will power to do so, i long for my youthful days when i had dreams and ambition, but now i have nothing but regret, my past clouds my present and my future is non existent, what could have , never will be what should have been will never come to pass, my season of planting is over, all i can do now is reap a pathetic harvest from a baren field, i am on the path i chose for myself, i have no one to blame so i dredge on.