Goodbye Junky; Hello Sobriety

goodbye i'd rather die stay away from me from my abandoned arm it's taken way too long to say so long i finally know this is wrong in my arm you don't belong you wher my friend for years drying all my tears numbing my fears this will be harder to turn away but i'm sorry i'm searching for better days you cannot live here anymore for there is somerthing else i adore never leaving me wasted on the dirty floors you've done nothing but complicate me finding the sinner withen mechewing me up spitting me out leaving me exposed and in doubt i tried to hide you but you were on my sleeves more and more the days got so hot i just forgot to cover you up people could tell how much you really loved m,y by the tracks on my arms they could tell how much you made me feed youby the bruises counting the number of uses i was driven by your emptiness your nimbness i was raped by your security now i'm driven by someone elses this is no gamecall it lame you make me ashamed ashamed to know i trusted you all i wanted to do was die with you i just want to try a new and see what's it's like sober we can no longer sleep together no matter the beautiful sunny weather i am gonna start over and learn how to grow older so goodbye to you please stay away forgat my name forget your game having something else beside me for my sobriety will never lie to me never hurt me never desert me your every promise empty you've taken all my money it's no longer funny saying it's better than sweet sweet honey i get so sick after your every prick you're never enough making my life extra hard only satisfied for a few then back out searching for you only i can let you in somehow you always seem to win all the dreams i had were taken away it seems in just a blink of an eye then you find me and i'm all scattered and torn feeling so good after trudging through the hood i sit with your company and drift off addicted to the unknown that has always been shown now i'm flushing you out i'm brushing you off it's my time to shine thanks for the memories i'll bury them with you don't you get it you're all alone you creep around like a stalker i'm prepared for you hear my words get go be gone now i'm strong and you're dead wrong someday i'll shine and sobriety will be mine