God Is My Turnkey

No-one sees this but me ,im slowly falling apart Seem im always losing the things that are dearest to my heart Its nothing strange I know i should have seen it from the start yet somehow life stepped in again and left its ugly mark Master of my destiny thought to have had control Not knowing what was waiting for me at the end of the road Thinking I was tough not knowing that I would fold As all the stress and strife in my life finally took its toll It was me that turned from GOD not him that turned from me He had shown me the way to go but I was too blind to see I myself chose this path thinking this is where I wanted to be Now im stuck here in my own prison waiting on God to turn the key