Free, Anxiety, Free Again

Before I had anxiety I was active in society Now it seems sly to me Hiding's the priority always up for the social weather far away or local making the phone call at the bar til last call I was happy and enthusiastic on the pull without a tactic always laughing emphatic living the life most fantastic as a negative crept in my social scene leaked thin in a world of hating losing everything at present I cant sense my humour in tense air thick like armour will escape this harm unharmed and my humour will return in the future so I may seem droopy with back to the ropes but I'm actually regrouping and groping hope hiding isn't admitting defeat it's survival through the act of retreat and survival does not mean beat just waiting to get back to my feet after I have anxiety I'll be active in society and I'll think it was sly to see hiding the priority always then will I be active a life of scenes most attractive the black will have retracted bet your dollar I'll be back kid!!