Free

I hold the blade to my wrist
breathing in and out
scared and angry and hurt
I think to myself
"Do I really wanna do this?"

I close my eyes
I see him throwing the dishes at her
I hear her screams
I see him run at her, his hand on her throat
Her face lights up red

She cannot breath
He lets go
She falls
Grasping her throat

I go to my room
I hear her screams once more
He yells too
I cover my ears
It's suddenly quiet

My door opens
It is him
He caresses my skin
I fight him but he is too strong

He forces himself on me
I scream but he continues to thrust himself on me
I yell for my mother
No answer

I open my eyes
"Yes, I want this"
The blade gently goes across my wrist
A feeling of bliss overwhelms me

The blood pours
Never ending
I am done, dying
No more pain, no more heart ache
I am finally free
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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May 21, 2010 at 5:30 AM
This is very interesting! Welcome to Poetry Soup and keep writing. Blessings, Joseph
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May 21, 2010 at 3:54 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Corrine. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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