Angela Crabtree Poet Rhyme

Freaked Out

I do seethe.
I can't sleep.
I can't adore life.
It's difficult to breathe.

My mind is blocked.
I'm stuck as well.
Why must I live
inside this shell?

Although I feel you
when we touch.
I long to live.
Is that too much?

These voices say
that I'm not loved
and that people will
be gone if shoved.

Or anyway
no matter what I do
all by myself
I hope that's not true.

As you behold
I'm freaked out.
I'm unaware
Of life's drought.

They say to leave 
if love don't serve.
How will I speak?
That seems absurd.

I hope it's true
to love yourself
can be achieved
as with fine health.

I'm so scared.
Won't let it show.
Don't leave me be.
Oh SPIRIT glow.

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Caren Krutsinger October 5, 2020 at 8:20 PM It is wonderful to see the internal dialogue of self reflecting self. Angela Crabtree October 6, 2020 at 11:46 AM Thank you, Caren for your wonderful comment. :)

Victor Buhagiar October 5, 2020 at 1:20 AM Your spirit does glow. A poem that shines. ~~ Angela Crabtree October 5, 2020 at 7:56 AM Thank you, Victor for the nice comment. I appreciate it. :)