Forgive

Forgive me when I can not, Forgive me for all I did wrong. Help me to move on from here to let go from what I have held for so long. I know I may not deserve it, I understand that it will be tough. The road I have walked is so rocky, The journey has been rough. I need to let go of the hurt now, I need to start new I thought forgiveness is what I needed from you. But when you forgave me, the pain still remained. I tried to let go but I was still in pain. The forgiveness I need is there It can only come form me But how can I forgive myself When the mistakes I can not see. Still lost and alone I feel Far from what is real. Trying to get back to whats real To understand what I need to feel.