Forever Crying

Laying here without you near You are gone so far away You left this earth too early Now I’m missing you today It was only two years ago The doctor gave us the news He said we should start preparing it would be you that I would lose I thought you would be just fine Malignant was the term they said They said your lungs won’t survive Can not accept that you are dead We are left here with emptiness The kids and I miss you so My heart feels like its penniless Like the day you had to go My darling I will not make it My soul is torn into pieces When I see our baby’s eyes The pain inside increases For their eyes are your colors And they laugh the way you would I pray I loved you hard enough And treated you like I should You are so very far away Too far for my arms to touch Baby I wish so hard I pray God, I loved you so very much If you can hear my voice at all send me a beautiful sign Without you I just stumble Dear God I miss you all the time I can still smell your fragrance It’s still lingering in this bed I miss our loving friendship And all the words you had said All I see is black roses With sky’s very dark and cold I reach up to the heavens In the hopes I can feel your soul My darling if you can see me You’ll see I’m forever crying while you’re living with the angels I am laying right here dying ??????????????????