Forbidden Fruit

You could never admit to me that you thought I was attractive So I held everything in and just waited for things to happen on their own And you know what happened while I was waiting I ended up alone I want so bad to change the tone of this poem but how else do you depict losing something that you never even got to own I never wanted you to just throw me a bone Or to lay a kiss on me that I felt down to my soul because truthfully I wanted more than to feel wanted By you a sincerity like mines come once in a blue moon I wanted us to pull through all the bull and plant roots you will always be my forbidden fruit and I will always crave your juice