Finding My Way

I am here today,but I am not sure why. I have resented, and nearly given up on life. I have asked the Lord to take me, and end all, this pain. But I am still here.. my life still the same. I try so hard to be a good man. And do for others the best that i can, but life is hard, i've tried so hard to understand.. why life is cruel to the better of man. But I geuss these are trials, the trials of an honest man. The winding,bumpy road that leads to the Promise land. So maybe.. I have found my way, and I will follow this road to my very last day, so when that day comes I can turn and say. I done the best I could... EVERY SINGLE DAY!