Final Scores

Of all vocations calling each of us perhaps it is this final ecopolitical stage most arduous. To reflect with full integrity, both Left dominant hubris history with Right-recessed notnot full incarnation, those unfulfilled promise valleys of aptic time lost to Ego's yangish self-promoting memory, past vocations sequentially emerging transubstantiations, pregnantly nurtured with Left/ElderRight bicameral balance. But, balancing or notnot yet, to reconsider one's sins, both consummated and omitted, bringing slow-growth ballast to one's enculturation of grace, both those healthier blessings fully consumed as therapeutically strived for regenerate production, yet also known only through past struggles stretching ego-compassion's constitutions, declarations of Self+Other incorporating cooperative interdependence, laughter's miraculous love moments best shared, yes, but yet bittersweet nutrition alone, remembering what lives best not forgotten. This final vocation, to merge our previous lives together with those we hope to follow.