Feelings

It always seems like it rains over me and hides my true feelings that you just cant see I wanna run away but where can i run and hide this place is here to stay and unfortunately so am i I hate this place and i wonder why i cant seem to find another place to hide when i come home i have to run to my room waiting for the good feelings to bloom here is where you dont want to be in this place that you just dont wanna see until the day comes when i can escape there will always be hate I just wanna be in a different place thats not full of hate I wanna move on with my own life where i know i wont be hated or degraded I cry myself to sleep at night wondering when i will make up and see the light to begin a new day of hurt feelings and hate I just wanna know the answers why do i always have to hide its like im not even here and im just over there.......nowhere is this world really always full of people who like to hurt others oh why do i bother i guess until that day comes when i can appriciate ill be the one that people hate