Fantasie Wurds

I never thought the end is soon to come I have scars in my mind's eye that leave me numb Stop playing mind games with me because I'm not fooled easily Your fake lies and romance lullabies - I can't stand honestly Unfortunately, life is not what it seems You didn't mend my broken dreams So, you left me in the dust of your farewells Hopefully true love will find me - only time tells You're a mystery to solve in my brain You're making me feel so damn insane I'll tell you what - I need you to stay away from me You have the guts to leave me behind, I see Your heart is unknown to me Your actions are heartless as hell You can't stop me from hurting myself because you didn't build me up fast enough It seems as if life and its struggles got a lot more rough...I know you're trying to be tough This harsh feeling overwhelms me and takes over my life I can't handle all this chaos, commotion and strife I'm jaded by your selfish decisions and you can't help, but be a success While I'm a failure in my prison of painstaking regrets in excess Don't deny me all day and night Not everything is black and white I won't back down on this fight for a better time spent with loved ones You shot me a glare as I walked into the crowd and I loved you tons But, now, I hate you to the extreme You ruined my self-esteem and didn't make me beam I believed in your fantasy words That flew into my ears like birds You treated me with maltreatment I have added to your resentment I never thought this could be the end of our friendship It feels as if something special in me has died and dried up inside Come on, be a man and please get a big grip You cut me into pieces of nothingness and my heart is torn apart and denied Please don't leave me here all alone in this room My heart literally keeps pounding in anxious doom I don't need you to criticize me with worthless, degrading comments You treated me like a punching bag...don't fence me in by your ignorance Please... Please...don't desert me like this... Please... Please...don't leave me in the abyss You remind me of happy days I know we have parted our ways But, I want you back, so that I can have a friend to lean on I have been a horrible person and I'm sorry that you're gone