Fake Friends

sitting by my self im all alone that feeling the shivers the shakes run through your bones friends they come and go outsiders looking in through a foggy window watching the damage the pain and sorrow they ask for your things only to barrow months go by they have nothing to show i sit and i think whats wrong with me realizing nothing just jealousy and envy wanting everything i got and everything i need asking friend am i to nice responds with no asking me why people are never to nice there is no such thing with a big heart comes a nice guy never appreciate making them depreciate times like this your true friends will stay true colors show the others are fake trusting everyone having lots to say trusting no one is the only way hurting to feel this way helps me through the day as i feel the wind maybe one day ill trust again