Expectations Nil

Expectations ?, - Nil ! Yet, I would still love your heart to beat out a tune !, on a soft bed of multi coloured rose petals. I would love to feel your heart beat, midnight till noon, so softly, sweetly, fragrantly - a bed made of precious metals to lay upon, to play upon, to make love on, under a full moon. I would love for your thoughts, your feeling for me to be a hive, honey combed, filled with sweet nectar from the bee. I would love that your feelings for me be a positive flowering, not the negative force, souring the moment, over powering all the good that could come, that could be the you I would love to experience, the you I thought I knew - believed lived beneath that mountain of stone cold indifference to me, those walls you’ve built, standing so bold upon the shoulders so straight, so beautiful, so strong. For you, you are always right and I am always wrong ! That seems to be the guard, essence, the tune of your song. B. J. “A” 2 December 30th 2008