Everything About Me

Giving Up
You left me every night and day never thinking I'd stay away,
You share this moment with me.
How can it be?
Why can't you just see you were meant for me?
This night and day might tik away but all I know it will never stay the same if I'm to blame

No  Pain
If this pain doesn't go away will I have to cave to being a slave
Never thinking I would be ashamed of not being the same
Can't stop playing this game it's driving me insane 
But who’s to blame for being tamed 
Never thinking it’s my guilt that's making me ill 
Can’t stop shaking it’s making me start regretting
Can't stop forgetting these feelings I’d be getting 

Game Night
Every friday night I’d be grieving because I know my team don't need me
I'm not there taking balls out of the air
I'm just sitting at home all alone 
Trying not to think of better things
Trying to stay away from covid takeaway 
Every time I hear my teams name 
I just want to scream in pain knowing I’ll never be the same
Holding back these tears wont help the facked, I’m disappearing 
I just try to be hearing this trembling feeling
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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