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Make believe insanity runs deep in my lonely bones The ones that crave the tranquil decay of every day I spent alone To calmly waste away from a place without a home The life I lived was never mine, forever here I roam So rip my heart into pieces and see what it leaves Give me a little space so I can properly grieve I'm trying not to hide the abandonment I've felt before I'm trying just to shed all of the insecurities I wore I used to live my life in quiet desperation Now i'm starting to see the fights I'll never win Under my melancholy tone lies a glimmer of sunshine A ray of light from deep within to end the days where they begin