Euphoria

I'm here bordering almost oneiric
in a state of somnolence in an invisible fire
wearing the personification of a hellish realm
obsessive and compulsive in the unknown...

I turn the hourglass counting grains of sand
to validate my existence pondering am I a victim
alone and depressed tonight...

Are you as lonely as I am, perhaps?
do you wear the narcissistic smile
in the shape of the crescent moon?

Que tal, La Luna
I whisper to the night in disintegration
"Your sleepy lullaby has failed me tonight"
just as the opiates that fall from your eyes
in steams of gleaming silver dreams...

Euphoria fades with shallow thoughts
in glass silhouettes of burning embers
making a pile of ashes so unique
no insane arsonist could have imagined...

Comes the dawn to end this paralysis
leaving me wondering am I just a marionette
that even opiates or Xanax cannot cure...

On the corner of my night table
empty bottles mock me...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Dietrich Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 11:12 PM
oh MY, the title was really misleading. But the poem is quite fantastic. it really speaks to the opposite of euphoria. Love that final line. Makes me wonder if it was a suicide written of!!
Carroll Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 11:30 PM
Thank you Andrea..I meant it to speak of euphoria gone..It speaks of a dark place but not of suicidal thoughts..Thanks again for visiting!
Kendrick Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 1:06 PM
leaving me wondering am I just a marionette..No, you are not a marionette...You are a very strong person who can pull his/her own strings..Enjoyed your very creative work..Thanks for the visit to my page..Sara
Carroll Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 1:09 PM
Thank you Sara..Just reflecting back on some trying times a few years ago after I lost my wife..It's all good now!
Onclaud Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 10:14 AM
my, a burst of emotion on a hazy night, ken.. wonderful enjambment.. huggs
Carroll Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 10:35 AM
Always appreciated Nette!
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