Escaping Reality

The wind blew a chilly breeze across my flesh and a scary being came my way. I am in an awe with a shivery spine and a puzzled heart trying to put the pieces together using my knowledge. I run until I see dark spots appear in the midst of my presence then I scream out for someone to help me. I call out until I have no more air in me but all of a sudden I hear a voice saying I got you now. You won't survive you will not make it on your own you are nothing a ugly being and you will never be loved. You will never have another chance to do right even if you tried and cried. So don't even try it I pleaded and begged for another chance to do it right I was being told. That I wasn't good enough and just die but it wasn't like that there was something in me. A burst of fire that kicked up just a little bit higher and said no you are worthy you are precious. There was something on the inside of me that wouldn't give up that said no I refuse to leave this earth. Waking up to a blazing fire, and surrounded by demons I want to be up there with the creator and the angels. I want to walk on the clouds and sing to the master and be in his presence. I want to walk with the angels and be in the mist of the holy ghost. Who I do love the most I don't want to be afraid or weary I want to see the sunshine and be cheery. I have tried to escape reality but I must meet it face to face deal with it and move forward.