Entropy


I want someone to snuggle under a blanket with,
to watch TV,
or for fingers to run softly through my hair
while I read, my head in their lap.
I want someone to kiss me goodnight.
And good morning.
Go to work. Pay the bills.
Buy me a gift—just because.

But phones ring, and doors knock,
and emails chime.
Kids scream, and I scream,
Ice cream,
Trucks rumble down the street.

In our marriage, our family, our life,
the closer the walls,
the closer the chaos.
Closed minds, closed doors.

No trips to Bermuda.
No money.
No second honeymoon.
No plan for college, retirement,
or anything in between.
No savings. Just spendings.
Lending but no tithing.

Smaller spaces,
disordered chaos.
Smaller spaces in my head.

Entropy overtakes me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Agustin Avatar
January 24, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Mckeithan Avatar
January 21, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Good poem that tells how life really is.
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