Emptiness

Something motivated me to do write this letter so let me give you an intro I don't know who I am writing it to And i don't care who read it too Just give me ur blessings To read it through I don't know wht i am feeling Crazy, unhappy or silly But i can feel the emptiness inside me Growing like a fire that keeps torturing me There are people around me Who i love like my own body Takes care of me like a treasure goldi Who makes me feel safe like a little baby But i still feel the emptiness inside me That keeps bothering me I don't know if this is the new me,old me Future me or the forever been me If it is like that ,then i haven't lived really Because that is not what i wanna be Sometimes i close my eyes And try to see my life in a flashback That i most of the time wanna go back But it really is too late to turn the clock Now i can only stay quite And pray to God to keep me alive Hopefully i will recover from this emptiness soon So God help me to fill my heart With happiness like a full moon