Emptiness

Something motivated me to do write this letter so
let me give you an intro
I don't know who 
I am writing it to
And i don't care who read it too
Just give me ur blessings
To read it through 

I don't know wht i am feeling 
Crazy, unhappy or silly 
But i can feel the emptiness inside me
Growing like a fire that keeps torturing me

There are people  around me
Who i love like my own body 
Takes care of me like a treasure goldi
Who makes me feel safe like a little baby
But i still feel the emptiness inside me
That keeps bothering me

I don't know if this is the new me,old me 
Future me or the forever been me
If it is like that ,then i haven't lived really
Because  that is not what i wanna be

Sometimes i close my eyes
And try to see my life in a flashback 
That i most of the time wanna go back
But it really is too late to turn the clock 
Now i can only stay quite
And pray to God to keep me alive

Hopefully i will recover from this emptiness  soon
So God help me to fill my heart 
With happiness like a full moon
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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May 21, 2017 at 1:03 PM
Your emptiness indeed sounds very frightening, and I hope you can snap out of it soon. But don't stop writing poems :)
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May 21, 2017 at 3:44 PM
Thanks i appreciate your comment<3
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