Eleanor

I'll never forget how 
she cornered me 
outside the lecture hall 
with her downcast eyes, 
looking so respectful. 
I thought women were 
supposed to look 
just like that. 

I spent evenings in her company. 
She made me supper of beans and greens. 
Ellen was studying nutrition. 
In my mind it wasn't a high profession. 
She was a practical person 
with concrete attitudes. 
But there was a twist to her, 
a sadness that called for 
my special talents.

Sitting at her table 
became a staple of my life. 
It was only when I developed 
a tenderness toward her that things changed. 
She stood at the cabinet drawer 
looking for needle and thread. 
I came up behind her, 
suddenly driven by a gush 
of something physiological. 
I touched her hand.
 
She withdrew alarmingly.  
Lesbianism was illegal in those days. 
Ellen's partner was a butch named Maxine. 
She called her Max.
I would be an appearence.
Not my charm 
but my availability
made her wait for me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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