Easy Love

I fell and fell hard. I tried to make it go away I tried to make it disappear I didn’t want to love him. It’s not that he doesn’t Deserve to be loved. He does, he deserves that and more I just was afraid of getting hurt. He tried to tell me that He wasn’t worth it. But it was too late by then I was a goner. So I denied it. And fell more and more Until even the most casual Observer could see how I felt. After that, I couldn’t deny That I loved him anymore. But knowing doesn’t make it Any easier to deal with. For one, he is such a good boy And I am sometimes a wicked girl. Thoughts and ideas will pop in my head And I know they shouldn’t be there. Another thing is that certain members Of my family have trouble with him. Not that that really matters. It just makes loving him more difficult. I wouldn’t change falling for him For anything in the whole world. I just wish sometimes, it was easier I guess, though, it wouldn’t be love if it was easy.