Drug Consumption

Man I'm still standing & demanding though demand is drained You can look in from outside see but not feel the pain I’ve been through mad drills harsh anger & changed my face quitting is Hell my friend stuck in an isolation place Years went by years of my life can’t get back or replace events experiences occasions no where to trace I won’t be hiding away or gettin high everyday a different guy now eatin from different plates learnt drugs consumption isn’t what you take it’s the transformation the drugs you take will make it's the reality they put you through you become consumed in it's not what you put inside you free it's drug grooming become a source of income for a dealer who's no one acting all matey until you're skint shows you're nothing changing your circumstances they brand you a junkie reputation & chances worsen behind your back joking get a name disadvantage thirst for chemical jollies walk towards fights in bandage no chance of a job & forever needin the feelin never satisfied upgrade highs I didn’t touch needles luck that chite just things you breathe in found pills & lines to be a soul freeing evening but growing older you see cool as cold age groups mould but ages don’t uphold people look 50 when they're 35 now reverse those numbers what do people look like no one looks 15 years older when 20 in life need to put a stop on needing chemicals been mushed heart lungs & looks fail too can't keep up it sucks aches mental breaks look after yourself before crushed what once made you rush now needs to be rushed from youthful looks gone it’s disgusting left lusting you need to act your age when it’s health & nutrition cut out drugs a situation to get rich on though without you itch with a twitch on & off craving strong & behaviour goes wrong but in time you’ll be fine & plush just put yourself through an uncomfortable adjust the I can't live without doing this before I go to bed need Cannabis it's the I want to escape the hell I'm in but I cannot live without Heroin living a life I cant maintain cannot live without my Cocaine it's the one thing keeping me in I have to have my Ketamin Give it up quick fully commit by this I mean never give up I quit weed it's never missed 4 20 I'd say when really stuck you think you need hits that's just weak unhooking drink or drugs takes a matter of weeks cravings grow tough then peak after which to the life you seek as for quitting I tell you this true it's the best god damn buzz I ever knew