Dream Guy

My hearts breaking, I'm slowly loosing myself, I've gone into the black box, possible to never return. My rope is shorter each day. Always out of reach, till i sleep once more. Then I see him, I feel him and I smell him, my dream love. Those eyes, that crooked smile I love. My heart fills with joy when I hear his voice, I can almost feel him when I'm awake, I can almost find him. He talks to me in my dreams, his voice beautiful, loving, I feel his fingers roaming over my back, Searching my soul, to see if he can love and trust me. He searches and searches, every night, not telling if he finds an answer. He tells me he trusts me a little more each time. But is what he says he feels true? He told me hes loved only one other and she hurt him for life. But can I heal him! But will he trust me enough to let me in? So I shall have him tell me, one late summer night, I'll have him tell me when we r close n laying side by side, Lips inches apart, I know I'm my dream. Bodies cold and warm, my freezing, him sweating, perfect combination, perfect temperatures. They combine and everything is lost but the other, the sweet other part of you, your other half. The world fades, all I can see his him, all he can see is me. But nothing happens only a sweet kiss goodbye, a single tear from both, the left eye. And then I keep looking when I'm awake, But he's gone.