Draupadi's Mahabharath

Draupadi's Mahabharath Blinded by thoughts I have sunk into a corner Unlikely and hasty thoughts seep into my heart Maybe as I knew that I was the silent mourner Of one noble soul, that destiny has tone apart Clad in all white, I close my eyes I am carried away by a ray of bright light Then I ask myself if this was worth the disguise Pride, lust, greed, jealousy, and vengeance dimmed my thoughtful sight The cruse I had laid upon the land of glory and magic Withered away in the passage of time I had been one of the causes of an incident so tragic I do not know what to call it, whether a curse of a lifetime or a selfish crime Amidst the downpour of thoughts in my mind I let myself to peace and left my intriguing thoughts undefined. Note- Draupadi is one of the main characters in Mahabharath and she is the wife of the Pandavas or the five brothers. Mahabharath is a great Indian epic which narrates the great war fought between the Kuru clan ( The Pandavas and the Kauravas) for many reasons. This poem is just my assumption about Draupadi's point of view about the aftermath of the war. I do not intend to hurt anyone's feelings or opinions.