Doubt

Why can't I breathe? Why is my heart racing? What is this feeling? My steps I'm retracing. This is different, Nothing I've felt before, But God help me, I don't know anymore. I think I love you. Nothing else matters, But you turn me away And my heart, it shatters. I try to move on. I try to forget. Some things I said I think I regret. I don't want to regret Telling you how I feel, But sometimes I wonder Is this even real? I can tell you anything And I always complain. You say you don't mind. I fear that feeling you feign. I don't know why I'm doubting Everything that you've said. All I know is that I can't keep this in my head. I need help from you To figure this out. You seemed to refuse And again I'm in doubt.