Dont Understand Any More

I don’t understand my heart any more I don’t understand why at all
All I have done lately is cry how can it be how can I stand to even want to look at that 
pathetic thing called a man 
But yet my eyes still shed tears for him my body still yearns for his touch why am I still in 
love with a joke of such I want to know why and how can I still want him so much ?
I don’t understand after all that he’s done why on earth haven’t I run?
Even after all that I found I still stuck around and had my feelings torn down 
I still dream of him 
I still call his name I feel so ashamed when I see him walk by I cant even look him in the 
eye I don’t know if he sees how sad I am in side but I know that I feel like I have died all 
because my true love lied if only I could gather my self and put my feelings of love for him 
on a high shelf then maybe I can move on just as he has done but with out him my life is no 
fun I wish I could just vanish that way my love for him would be banished and I wouldn’t 
have to worry any more but I know deep down he will be the only man I want to love and 
adore for ever more .
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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July 16, 2010 at 5:41 AM
A beautiful new day, many wonderful new poems to read of which yours is among,the weekend is upon us. What more could I ask for? I hope you have a fantastic weekend filled with love, happiness, and lots of inspiration Anna-Marie. Love, Carol
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July 16, 2010 at 3:22 AM
When the hearts yearning overtakes the minds knowledge. Who can explain the ways of the heart. Excellent piece.
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