Do Not Worry Son It Will Grow Back

Week before middle school
Twelve and shy
Sent to get haircut
With three dollars
Clippers were brought out
I was too scared to look
I had never had a store-bought haircut before
The man had a funny smell.
I would not know it was alcohol for several more years.
He sang while he used a razor on my head.
When he was done I looked up.
He said "Three dollars son."
I started to cry.
A tear ran down my face.
He had given me a buzz cut.
I had not grown any kind of indicators that I 
was a girl. I had never thought to tell him.
"Don't worry, Son," he said, as he took my three
dollars. "It will grow back."
So I went to middle school looking like 
a male army recruit, at the age of twelve.
Worst year of my life.
At that time.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Mcferran Avatar
April 6, 2019 at 5:32 PM
And I thought I had the worst childhood haircut stories ever... so sorry, my friend. That had to be incredibly traumatic!
Krutsinger Avatar
April 7, 2019 at 12:10 AM
I am still mad. But not enraged, or ready to kill like before.
Bauer Avatar
April 6, 2019 at 4:17 PM
oh, caren! my heart aches for your 12 year old self! wonderfully told, as always...
Krutsinger Avatar
April 7, 2019 at 12:11 AM
It was really SAD. A bow would not stay glued on.
Romios Avatar
April 6, 2019 at 1:51 PM
Oh, Lord...I hate when anyone cuts my haircut short. I fuss a lot I think hairdressers are deaf.!)! Enjoyed this one.
Krutsinger Avatar
April 7, 2019 at 12:11 AM
I was too shy to mention the gender thing.
Kiser Avatar
April 6, 2019 at 1:42 PM
What a nightmare! There's nothing worse than a military cut.
Krutsinger Avatar
April 7, 2019 at 12:12 AM
When you are a shy girl, in 1964, it was really bad.
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