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Discovering Forever

When you gave me your news The sides of my mouth rose in a maniacal grin Was this some kind of cruel joke Blood rushed away from my brain Leaving me feeling faint I could not comprehend The possibility The reality Of your mortality It was like it was happening to me "How could this be happening to me!" You have always been here I know you are not going anywhere soon But this forces me to see None of us is here forever So I will not take you for granted I will celebrate each moment of our laughter I will fill up the storehouse of my memories I will be the giver and receiver of hugs Smiles will adorn my lips Still, I will not be afraid of my tears Today Yes today This very day I will scream Scream out my anguish Scream until I release my inner sadness Until I am endowed with your strength For you do not allow yourself to wither in pity You dance You celebrate what is Not what is lost You do what needs to be done You prepare for battle with a warrior's heart The blood you have given me Pumps from my heart Back to my brain To my eyes that see you To my ears that love hearing you To my hands that enjoy your familiar touch To my tongue that never tires of talking to you All the parts of me that fully enjoy Our time One day there will be a time beyond us Yet that time is not now So for now I will love you I will appreciate the gift of you When your time arrives There is a part of you that will stay with me The part that I will carry with me To guide me along my own finite path Until the time I bring it back to you into the next world The place that we will discover Once and for always That there is indeed Forever!

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Gerald Dillenbeck

Date: 5/24/2015 9:48:00 PM

There is indeed forever's fare-well; not so much good-bye. I too feel like you (once again) found the words I did not express as successfully to a specific special loss within this shared space and time. Finding language for our critical events is such a richly generous gift of actively engaging peace. Namaste.

Constance La France

Date: 5/23/2015 8:21:00 AM

Richard, your poem brought me to tears, this was me when the doctors told me my mother would die in the next few days, I had all those emotions also but I did the same, found the courage to face it, and I also kept the best part of her forever in my heart, a beautiful 7, and thanks for visiting my poem, my poetic flowers and for the help, much appreciated

Constance La France
Date: 5/23/2015 9:45:00 AM

Oh Richard, I am so sorry, I will pray for your mother for sure, mothers are precious gems xoxo

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/23/2015 9:09:00 AM

I think my mom's story will have a positive outcome. Please send a prayer her way.

Laura Breidenthal

Date: 5/20/2015 6:29:00 AM

This is so incredibly heartfelt and beautiful...I feel the pain.. I feel the anguish...and I feel most importantly, the love.. truly a treasure to read Richard. You always are.. Always, Laura

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/20/2015 8:55:00 AM

You are kind Laura.

Monterey Sirak

Date: 5/17/2015 9:37:00 AM

This is so emotional and honest. No one wants to ever face the fact that our parents are mortal. Everything is a learning experience that moves us toward where God wants us to be. There are blessings to be found in every situation. Love and prayers to you and your mom.

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/17/2015 9:43:00 AM

Thanks Monterey, that is so true.

Paul Callus

Date: 5/17/2015 8:54:00 AM

Knowing that she is "not going anywhere soon" is a relief, Richard. But the shock and realization of the gravity of a situation are enough to make us think of today and tomorrows. Nothing on earth is forever, that is why we have to make the most of what and who we have. May this expressive poem inspire many of those who take things for granted. I am touched my friend. God bless you both. // paul

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/17/2015 9:13:00 AM

Thanks Paul, we are praying for a full recovery but in the end it is in God's hands.

John Lawless

Date: 5/16/2015 10:36:00 PM

Richard, I have been through these times too often. Thank you for this wonderful poem and its message of forever's hope. I will copy it to give to a few of my friends as their roads are presently troubled.

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/17/2015 7:41:00 AM

I hope it will offer your friends some comfort. Thanks for your kind words.

Arthur Vaso

Date: 5/16/2015 9:19:00 PM

Aside from this is a beautiful poem you have my heartfelt support!

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/17/2015 7:41:00 AM

Much appreciated my friend.

Kp Nunez

Date: 5/16/2015 7:35:00 PM

Before I reached the end of your poem, I looked in hope to find the disclaimer. It wasn't there. If I understand it right, this is indeed the most devastating news a son can receive. A powerful poem which speaks of the forever beautiful love you can enjoy while the loved one is still around. You are both blessed. Hugs! Kim

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:44:00 PM

I expect mom to make a full recovery yet it does create pause for reflection. Thanks for your thoughtful response to my poem.

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:43:00 PM

I expect mom to make a full recovery yet it does create pause for reflection. Thanks for your thoughtful response to my poem.

Alexis Y.

Date: 5/16/2015 6:56:00 PM

What a heart felt poem.Allowing the reader to sense your love and agony.-Alexis

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:44:00 PM

Thanks Alexis

Jan Allison

Date: 5/16/2015 5:02:00 PM

My heart sank when I read this poem Richard - I encountered the same kind of emotions when I discovered my father was ill - it hits you like a sledgehammer. Stay strong my friend - my thoughts and prayers are with you all:-) Hugs Jan xx

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:45:00 PM

Mom is a strong women so I am sure she will be triumphant.

Robert Nehls

Date: 5/16/2015 1:24:00 PM

Hi Richard. What a blessing you have given us with this poem. Open, honest and revealing of your feelings. It seems that you have given them all to this poem and chosen to share them with us. This will be one that I will want to reread and share with others. A 7 and a favorite. Be strong my friend and God be with you.... Robert.

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:47:00 PM

Thanks so much Robert.

Mama Bear

Date: 5/16/2015 12:28:00 PM

Thank you also for the wonderful tribute and know that I feel your pain and remember that it is all for a reason. Love Mom

Mama Bear
Date: 5/16/2015 10:08:00 PM

No need for anxiety It is all in God's hands and He is the great healer so will let Him do what needs to be done Good to hear your voice today Much love Mom

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:48:00 PM

Seeing you in good spirits has helped alleviate some of the anxiety. Love ya!

Mama Bear

Date: 5/16/2015 12:26:00 PM

thank you for your words of love and support through my journey I am blessed to have such a wonderful family who is here when I need them. Though you are not here on Ontario I know you are totally with me and know your love and caring for me.I know that God has brought me to this place for a reason and that all will be well in the end. Much love to you for your caring and the emotional support. I am truly blessed Love Mom

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:48:00 PM

I am a blessed son as well.

Tim Smith

Date: 5/16/2015 11:20:00 AM

Such truth..... Cherish the ones you love because tomorrow isn't promised

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 8:50:00 PM

So true Tim.

Eileen Manassian

Date: 5/16/2015 9:37:00 AM

So sad.....so beautiful....so true....amazing. Hugs

Richard Lamoureux
Date: 5/16/2015 9:42:00 AM

Thanks Eileen, it is so important not to take people for granted.