Discontent

He took away his touch and at first I felt relieved I bowed down to god for taking that selfish bastard away from me But after a while I grew sad It's weird to say but his touch caused happiness now that it's gone I'm forced to search for more entertaining activities which will only please me to a certain degree It's makes me mad that men have this strange affect over me Does it make me weak that my happiness is jepordized when the male decides to leave? Why must I continue to dream about soft caressing touches and about falling in love is this all my heart cares about? I wonder as I wonder.....