Did a Lack of Sleep Caused All This

Did a lack of sleep cause all this? Stars &angels spinning around my head Tears falling from my lack of sleep Using a thousand tissues to wipe my nose Writing like a dead person and not willing to study Thinking of the pain I have & trying to give up Just trying to forget the unforgotten Thinking of love & hate, betrays & faith Regretting the injures I made The sorrow I have caused The hatred you must taste The accompanies you are forbidden to have The things that are impossible to happen Without your sun, without your fun Without your lessons, without your notes Without your presents, without your songs Will you forgive me for what I did? Will you remember the past you have done? The daggers that you had? And after all that that I forgiven but not remembered But you ignored & never reconsidered I was thirsty for your care & love I was missing your chat and log I was spinning in a word with no sun You always were there to give me advices in life & discussions I was concerned about You always talk to me about school, about parents, about life When we are close we fight too much, when we are far we talk less much What in this life that takes so much?