Deteriorate

I watched my father deteriorate
he wore away day by day
the cancer cells were spreading
and our hope had went away
when he died it hit me hard 
I mourned for 3 and half years 
I carried his death on my shoulders
all through my highschool years
as of today I will be a certified 
home health aid 
my job will be taking care of sick people
they say girl you have to be strong
for this type of job 
and I wonder all the time 
if this choose I made is right
because I handled my dad's illness hard
doesn't that mean watching someone
else deteriorate will pierce my heart more? 
Or could it be the proper calling I was meant for?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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