Despite

In ashes of the fire that was 
  I sit and feel the ghosts surround, 
  Listen for the faintest sound 
To signal some remains of life. 
I weep a dead refrain because 
  Of all the things I grieve and miss, 
  Your smile, your touch, your precious kiss, 
The memory cuts me like a knife. 

I pray you will return despite 
  The knowing that I never should, 
  The feeling that you never could 
Feel quite the same as I. 
In the dead-hand fall of night 
  I face the facts and feel so old, 
  I love you still, alone and cold, 
Despite myself, I die...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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