Desire

A word so confused so wicked yet benign 
With so many different meanings from pure love to crime 
Brimming to the top with godliness so divine 
Yet tearing up a body with one's nails just to dine 

Aggression and fear, and hatred so fine 
Ruthless and mad, oh a frenzy so blind 
Pushing us to our roots, our instincts lost in time 
Reliving the feelings of our ancestors in their prime 

I smile at myself, me "one of a kind" 
For I felt that control was my forte, my find 
Never worried, cause I knew when my heart was crying 
I could put up a facade misting out I was lying 

Feeling pompous and proud of the grip on my mind 
I suppressed the real desires for a life so sublime 
Always crushing my wants like wheat in the grind 
Showing a face to the world so distant from mine 

But as I age, my eyes losing all their shine 
No tears to be shed as the veins are drying 
I choke down on my sobs, and think as I am dying 
That I grounded myself when I could have been flying
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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October 9, 2010 at 6:38 AM
careful words conveying the fullest, enjoyed the read..
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