Depression End

I still sit here a year later Not knowing whats the matter I've gotten closer to god now After making it through that coma somehow There still are some days I wish god would take me away Other days I feel something else I want to change myself I need to get over my fears too The depression the hardest to get through Not wanting to depend on my pills Taking them takes all of my will It's something I must do everyday Nothing can get in the way I just want to feel normal again God please help my depression to end Feb. 24th, 2010 Bettie L. Avery