Depression

left in the dark with my tears scream so loud but no’ one hears by myself in an empty crowd how is there silence when its so loud? feeling lost and pushed around searching praying for solid ground it hurts today and worse tomorrow the cure is sharp and always borrowed never lasts it never stays never wants to cure the pain only make it subside until I can breathe and then it leaves when I’m in need just like everything I’ve loved and known as I’ve matured, sharpened and grown it hurts to say I hate my life hurts to turn away from the light its torture to know that I just don’t care hell to look around and find no’ one there its my curse, my burden, and my life its long past the time to fight at first you love it then you hate you try to turn back but its to late give it up embrace the pain.