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Depression

A moment away from losing it Being strong isn't easy Crazy thoughts running through my head Death is a regular one Enough pain has been had For now, I'm suffering Going insane inside my brain Having to fight back the urge I can't fight it anymore Just one tear away from goodbye Keeping me here to hurt Loving nobody, not even myself Might even go today No one will even care Oh well, I'm used to it Pretending to love me, when you really don't Quiet lies escaping your lips Running from pain is keeping me safe Safe until I'm found The silence can't continue Understanding I must now explain Voices are telling me I most go Why am I still here Xanax not even working Zero motivation to live

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018




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Date: 5/17/2019 5:33:00 PM
Wow, one of the most personal poems I've read in ages. I feel the pain in your alphabet, and yes, when I hold it up at arm's length, becomes a mirror. Thanks for recognizing me through you.
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Date: 5/17/2019 10:09:00 AM
such beauty in the pain clap clap
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Date: 5/17/2019 8:58:00 AM
Try hard through the pain and live. One never knows the outcome if you quit. Love is here waiting. Congrats on your Feature.
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