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A moment away from losing it
Being strong isn't easy
Crazy thoughts running through my head
Death is a regular one
Enough pain has been had
For now, I'm suffering
Going insane inside my brain
Having to fight back the urge
I can't fight it anymore
Just one tear away from goodbye
Keeping me here to hurt
Loving nobody, not even myself
Might even go today
No one will even care
Oh well, I'm used to it
Pretending to love me, when you really don't
Quiet lies escaping your lips
Running from pain is keeping me safe
Safe until I'm found
The silence can't continue
Understanding I must now explain
Voices are telling me I most go
Why am I still here
Xanax not even working
Zero motivation to live

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Date: 5/17/2019 5:33:00 PM
Wow, one of the most personal poems I've read in ages. I feel the pain in your alphabet, and yes, when I hold it up at arm's length, becomes a mirror. Thanks for recognizing me through you.
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Date: 5/17/2019 10:09:00 AM
such beauty in the pain clap clap
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Date: 5/17/2019 8:58:00 AM
Try hard through the pain and live. One never knows the outcome if you quit. Love is here waiting. Congrats on your Feature.
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