Depressed

this wilderness of silence overcomes my good intentions no one wants to know how i feel for all have a genuine point if i seek an option all know more than i do if i raise a concern then my opinion does not matter i have fallen yet noone wants to help me i was married but the tears i did cry never brought me comfort the food i eat is much worst than what a pig eats dear God yes you have always been there for me you assured me that you would never leave me but today look at how i am humiliated by all no one sees me man enough for all see my errors Dear God i have always humbled myself but this yoke is killing me have pity on me for you alone can deliver me my wife taken away never forgave me even for her very own sins towards me my parents thinks of love yet there ways are those of a wicked and evil people i have my parents yet i live like am an orphan Lord my life may never change but do not let my son go through this hate for this cup of depression is killing me the loneliness i have gone through i wish noone to go through take my hand and rescue me from this depression and let me serve you again #made from africa #chui munga the poet @ 2020